Reflecting on a Christmas 2023
The year 2023 has been particularly challenging to get into the Christmas spirit. As a mother, I always made sure to do the classic holiday traditions; from sending a letter to Santa, preparing his food, spending quality time with kids, and opening presents. I used to be quite organized during this time, but this year feels different.
For me, this year felt completely different, filled with a pervasive sense of uncertainty. In order to stay grounded, I made only one plan and committed to seeing it through, no matter what the situation might be. I learned to trust the process and accept whatever might come my way.
After spending 8 years away, I finally returned home to my family and friends. The main reason behind my departure was the overwhelming amount of dysfunction and toxic behaviors in my surroundings. I knew I had to do better and provide my children with a healthier environment.
Breaking the Cycle: A Personal Reflection
Yesterday, I sat in a room and watched as the younger ones opened their presents. In that moment, I realized putting an end to the cycle of dysfunction that had been present for so long is needed for the next generation.Although some people are resistant to change and I may always be viewed as the black sheep, I am determined to alter the narrative. I chose to forgive, not because I had to, but because it was necessary to break the cycle and start anew.
Christmas 2023 - A Surprising, Comfortable and Unforgettable Experience
There are a few reasons why Christmas 2023 has been the most memorable yet. It was both unexpected and peaceful, which made it all the more special.
All three of my children are here with me.
My handsome grandson
My family from a distance
Watching my kids bond with their nephew
Seeing my niece and nephew for Christmas
There is no drama just peace .
