Embracing the Woman i am Today
Empowered and Unapologetic:
This photoshoot was probley the most hardest one for me, for many reasons as i look as look at the photos its intresting to see the ones that photographer really like the most are the one where i can tell story with which is very different from the fisrt photshoot i did.
What people perceive and what is truly happening can be vastly different. I've been feeling quite unwell for the past few days, dealing with increased head pressure and severe vertigo. Everything feels like it's leaking—my eyes, nose, and ears—I'm literally coughing up fluid. To top it all off, there's been chaos as Freddy Krueger come to play , along with endo belly, significant cramping, and a few unexpected surprises. So, was I feeling good about myself? Not really. Were my pain levels high? Absolutely. I found myself worrying about everything, especially during these moments when nothing I wear feels comfortable. I'm more self-conscious than ever.
I must remind myself to embrace my perfectly imperfect self, flaws and all, and to stay true to who I am.
This journey of self-discovery, it's important to recognize that each flaw is a unique part of my tapestry, contributing to the vibrant mosaic of my life. By accepting these imperfections, I can get a deeper sense of self-compassion and resilience. This path towards authenticity allows me to connect with others in more genuine way, embracing shared vulnerabilities and strengths. As I navigate through life's challenges, I remain committed to growth, learning from each experience, and celebrating the beauty of being unapologetically me.
This healing journey has been rollercoaster and overwhelming, as I wrestle with my inner demons. As I heal, both the world and I transform, and my perspective shifts. I see a woman navigating years of unhealed trauma, having been loved by the wrong people and mistreated by those meant to care for mer. In this moment, she allowing her self to feell and be vulnerable, sensing the changes as she releases her past self and her old life.
The woman I am today embodies this, and I am truly proud of her.
This is a woman who has brought three wonderful children into the world.
This is a woman who carries many internal scars.
This is a woman who embraces her curves and imperfections.
This is a woman who has survived abuse.
This is a woman who has fought numerous battles.
This is a woman who struggles every day with a broken body.
This is a woman who is healing from years of unresolved trauma.
This is a woman who has faced bullying.
This is a woman who has worked hard to manage her daily life.
This is a woman who once felt no self-worth.
This is a woman who lacked confidence.
This is a woman who felt voiceless.
She has navigated through life's challenges with grace and resilience, learning from each experience and growing stronger with every step. She cherishes the connections she has made along the way, valuing the love and support of friends who have been her pillars. She is not afraid to dream big and pursue her passions, knowing that her journey is uniquely hers. Each chapter of her life is a testament to her courage and determination, and she looks to the future with hope and excitement, ready to embrace whatever comes her way.