My Personal Reflection on February
February was a time for me to prepare for March and gradually ease back into my routine after surgery, which had put everything on pause. Here are some highlights from my month:
I embarked on a journey to become a Reiki practitioner.
I started a new yoga class this year while still attending sessions with my previous instructor, seeking a fresh perspective.
I cherished moments spent with my grandson.
I found myself at a crossroads, grappling with the desire to hold onto parts of my past while recognizing that healing requires letting go of what no longer serves me. A conversation with a friend helped me realize that I needed to break free from my dependence on weed, which, although it had been a source of pain relief, was also tied to a darker chapter in my life. Since making this change, I’ve experienced greater clarity and well-being.
I also had to cancel some subscriptions to people who were not contributing positively to my life, and I set boundaries that I sometimes found challenging to maintain.
Throughout this healing process, I’ve learned that not everyone will support my transformation. Some people have revealed their true colors, and I’ve become less tolerant of how I allow myself to be treated. I’m learning to listen to my body’s needs, prioritizing rest and embracing quieter days instead of pushing myself as I once did.
As another season of my life changes, another begins, much like the transition from summer to autumn, with leaves changing from vibrant green to earthy brown and mornings becoming cooler.
My intentions for this month are:
Continue pursuing my dreams.
Prioritize my health by committing to rest and exercise.
Stay organized with my diary and to-do lists.
Spend more time in nature and foster connections with others.
Be grateful for the opportunities that come my way.
I'm uncertain about what March has in store for me, but I do know that I need to trust the journey and choose a direction rather than remain stuck at the crossroads.