So in typical fashion shits late and old me would of stressed her ass out for absolutely nothing, I used to stay up late, pushing through tasks for no real progress. Now, the new me is all about getting things done in a sloth like manner. We're only 8 days into May, winning its not like 20 days.

April was quite a challenging month for me as I dealt with a lot of unpacking shit for paperwork for acc, and my ongoing journey of healing from past traumas. Balancing the recovery from a brain injury has been a rollercoaster – some days are great, while others are tough. It's about finding balance amidst the chaos and embracing the process of discovering a new me and a new life.

Then, unexpectedly, the universe throws some curveballs to assess the new version of me and see how I navigate through various situations, questioning if the old habits will resurface. The word "reckless" springs to mind, hinting at the potential return of past behaviors. This may seem crazy to many, but during therapy, I was asked to jot down my ideal partner criteria and stick to it, as my previous choices in men were not shit I now find myself in a completely different mindset regarding love, relationships, friendships, and the future direction of my life.

From a stranger to a friend, now you can't go a day without a message. It's those endless conversations, the message of support, the one that shows you that not everything is lost, the message to let you know I care about your shit day, and the one to wish you a great day, when you're struggling to get out of bed, the message assures you that everything will be alright. It's the moment when you revisit that note you wrote and have a little laugh – even if it doesn't always make sense, or you lack answers, or you're unsure why. Sometimes, you just have trust in the process and trust that one day it will all come together. But for now, just enjoy the journey.

The Blooming Babes collective, my lovely women's group, recently hosted its inaugural retreat – a delightful conclusion to April. Many women often neglect to allocate time for themselves, let alone rest and recharge. By keeping costs low and offering straightforward payment methods, women can now escape to connect with like-minded individuals. For me, it's a chance to pause, reflect, and rediscover my connection with nature. This experience also reminds me of the reasons why I chose to become a life and wellness mentor. I have started building my team and I'm buisness mentoring the beautiful Ruth and between the two of we want help more people on their wellness journey.I've begun putting my team and I am mentoring the wonderful Ruth. Together, we aim to assist more people on their wellness journey.

i have spent some time with my handsome grandson, alot of time in nature and navigating life and a new way of different for me, so here to May.